From Rachel Toor
For two weeks, I read not a word of fiction, a record for someone who weekly gobbles handfuls of books.
But just before I left for Algiers (not easy but fascinating) and then Italy (beautiful and delicious), I read a novel I was certain I wouldn’t like.
I tend not to have violent emotional reactions to books. If I’m bored or unimpressed, I stop reading without guilt. For me, characters don’t have to be likable, merely interesting, and I can read over bad prose if it’s in service of a page-turning plot. I know how hard it is to write a book and refuse to review those I didn’t like.
A few years ago, when everyone was raving about a Dickensian novel by a writer I much admire, I skipped it. I was pretty sure it wouldn’t be to my taste. Eventually I gave in, just in case I was wrong. I wasn’t. The work, finely crafted and beautifully written, was a triumph in many ways—just not my cup of flat diet A&W root beer. De gustibus, baby.
When I worked in admissions at Duke, I read one zillion essays about books that had changed the lives of teenagers. I was familiar with most of them. Except those by Ayn Rand.
Recently, after a conversation with a president who was interrogating (with the help of an AI agent) his early infatuation with Rand, I took the plunge and read The Fountainhead. Well, I listened to an abridged version during runs—and came home each time needing a shower. Not from sweating.
Did it surprise me that this silly, bloated book is much beloved by those too young to rent a car? Not at all. I was smitten with Nietzsche at that age and developed a mad crush on Milton’s Satan. You’re not the boss of me is the mantra of every precocious student. Eager readers like to think they’re getting big ideas, especially when wrapped up in a juicy plot, complete with creepy rape fantasies and Mr. Darcy–like heroes who never evolve into men readers would want to marry.
So, sure, it was easy to understand why The Fountainhead is so appealing to chest-thumping dudes. But given where we are today, who is in power, and what they seem to believe, the experience gave me the shivers.
There are a whole lot of Randy guys running the show who exalt the heroic individual above all else—the up-by-the-bootstraps striver, the very stable genius, the “I” unencumbered by the “we.” In Randland, compromise is weakness, collaboration is for the mediocre, and institutions exist mainly to be transcended.
But here’s why I’m writing about this now. I suspect we can find echoes of this creed all over higher ed, where faculty, craven power-hungry staff members, and presidents (who are not Sandbox readers) cling to personal agendas with the fervor of an Objectivist clutching a dog-eared paperback.
And so do institutions. Just as the president writing this week bemoans the me-me-me mindset of individuals, I keep thinking about how hard it is for organizations to let go of the tragic flaw of believing they’re all beautiful and unique snowflakes. Trouble is, in higher ed, the temperature’s rising—and a lot of those snowflakes are in danger of melting.